Suicidal love
I lay here with my heart ripped in two
There is not a moment where I don’t think of you
I can’t stand this pain anymore
Never have I felt this way about anyone before
How can this happen, we are meant to be
I wish there was somehow I could make you see
I am convinced that you are the one
Now I stare down the barrel of this gun
Holding the trigger with precision grip
Just wondering what would if be like if my finger slipped
I am nothing without you by my side
There are countless nights I have done nothing but cry
This suicidal love is overtaking my head
If I cant have you then Id rather be dead
Life isn’t worth living if we aren’t a pair
Friends just inst enough, it makes my heart tare
Pills in my left hand and alcohol in the right
Knowing that im not going to live through the night
Looking at your picture and listening to depressing love songs
In my arms is precisely where you belong
Pop a pill and take a shot
Put me in the ground so I can begin to rot
Pain with the intensity of a wave that is tidal
Love is pain and it makes me suicidal!
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