Never ending cycle of emotions

Never ending cycle of mixed emotions

Im broken, it hurts

I have very little self worth

Two halves that fell apart

Because I opened up my heart

My love for you was real

Now pain is all I feel

I’ve learned my lesson

It won’t happen again

My barrier is built up

It’ll protect me from evil women

No more lies are to be believed

My eyes are no longer blind

I can see exactly who you are

There are better things that I can find

But wait my love for you is true

Come back I miss us im sorry I forgive you

I know you cheated but that’s okay

That was the past let’s just live in present day

You say you love me and I believe

Then the next day I watch you leave

I’ve learned my lesson

It won’t happen again

My barrier is built up

It’ll protect me from evil women

No more lies are to be believed

My eyes are no longer blind

I can see exactly who you are

There are better things that I can find

In time I get better, I find the strength to move on

I can finally cope with the fact that you are now gone

Then out of the blue you call me

And you say that you made a mistake and your sorry

Im hesitant for a second and then I decide

That I am nothing without you by my side

So I tear down my wall and let you back in my life

A few years go by when I ask you to be my wife

You tear up for a second and then you accept

Little did I know it would be my biggest regret

You make me so happy

Will you marry me

You are my clear water

I can finally see

Our past is our past

And there shall it remain

We are two completely new people

We won’t make the same mistake again

I love you so much

And I want to be with you forever

Our story can surely prove

That there is nothing that we cannot endeavor

We stand up on the alter and I offer you my soul

Then out of nowhere I hear a whisper and my emotions take their toll

The voice says that you have been cheating

I fall to the floor as my heart takes its last painful beating

I go into a rage and start to lose my mind

Im just glad I found out before my hand made those papers get signed

Im done, I give up, I lose all hope

Never letting anyone else in is the only way ill cope

I’ve learned my lesson

It won’t happen again

My barrier is built up

It’ll protect me from evil women

No more lies are to be believed

My eyes are no longer blind

I will never ever let anyone else in

You have helped me make up my mind!