Lost faith

Lost faith

This room is so dark

I’m cold and I’m scared

Completely alone

And my sight is impaired

No sign of life

Im the only one here

The only noise around

Is the sound of my tears

No one to hold

No one to love

My thoughts to myself

Is never enough

This is solitary confinement

Trapped in my mind

My true emotions are stuck

In a really strong bind

The walls are so thick

The is no apparent way out

Not a soul ever comes

No matter how loud I shout

I feel as if

There is always something missing

I search for what that is

But I’m constantly fishing

I’m stuck in this rut

There are no moves to make

This is what happens

When I’m lost in my faith….

Your voice

 Your voice

I hear your voice

Like a harp

Playing so beautifully

In my soul! <3

you dont deserve me

You don’t deserve me!!

You took the beat from my heart

The breath from my lungs

The thought from my mind

And the voice from my tongue

You stole the seed from my fruit

The tears from my eyes

Never again will I

Believe all of your lies

You are the scars on my arms

The bruise on my spirit

I once opened up my heart

But you’re no longer permitted near it

Too many nights

Where I would lie awake and cry

Too many nights

Where I wanted to die

But now I can see

I can finally see you

You’re the opposite of what I want

I want something new

You don’t deserve my love

Im glad I can finally see

You don’t deserve what I can provide

You simply don’t deserve me!!

You are my rock

You are my rock!

You are the way

The truth

And the life

Without you I

Am empty inside

You are my rock

My savior

And my lord

I am so lost without you

You have touched my heart

And it will never be the same

I know I was made

To be loved by you!

WHY?

Why?

All I ask is why?

This always happens

Im forced to lay here and cry!

Im so tired of this pain

I can’t take it anymore

Im about to go insane

Is this thing called life really worth it?

All it consists of is misery and hurt

Im without a rope in a bottomless pit

Titanic

Titanic

They said even God cant sink this ship

Oh were they wrong

Into the water the weak started to spill

But some stood strong

Impossible to get out

Trapped and caged in

Some prayed

And others continued to sin

Women and children get off the boat

The ones who stayed were men

They hugged their loved ones and sent them off

In hopes to once see them again

Pandemonium broke loose

They all started to fight

They would kill each other for life jackets

For a chance to survive the night

The boat tipped and the rest fell in

It broke into several large chunks

Down to the depths of the cold dark sea

The unsinkable ship has finally sunk!

Till death do us part

I have my head in the clouds

And my heart on my sleeve

But do I love you enough

To watch you leave

You are not happy

You need to go away

But I am not happy

Unless you are here to stay

Do I love you enough

To be unhappy forever

You will be happy

While my heart is severed

They say if you love someone

Let them go

And in time if they come back

Then you were destined to be so

But I don’t think im strong enough

Without you by my side

I would be a blind man

Without his dog to guide

Although it hurts

And I don’t want to

I love you and want you to be happy

So I need to let go of you

Even if that means that you aren’t with me

And your life turns out great

There is no point in fighting it

You can’t fight fate

So if you meet a guy and get married

I’ll move on or at least ill try

But the reality of my heart is

Ill love you until I die…